Anyway, I just wanted to get it out of me because not getting it out makes me panic more about why I become all panicky all of a sudden. OK just throwing it out there haha. Let me know if you ever feel this way and what you do to make it go away?
Let's talk about feelings...
It's been 2-3 years and I've been feeling this weird way. I can be sat down watching my favorite show on TV or just reading a real good book (just stating things I like to do) and I start worrying about everything. It feels like the whole world is closing in on me (literally) and my head feels like it's going to explode. I start panicking out of nowhere! I don't know if anyone else feels this or I'm just a weirdo but it scares me because I have this pre-stress I mean I am stressed about the stress I will be stressed about in any minute. It doesn't happen that usually though, maybe once in 2 months but it is pretty scary. I haven't told anyone and I don't know why I just don't want to. But is it something I should be worried about?
A New Start!
It has been so long since I last updated the blog, I kind of was in a muddy area (not literally). Ugh I just couldn't find any inspiration and then I realized I don't really need an 'inspiration' as such. I started the blog to get stuff off my mind in any way but then I started to make it this 'perfect beauty area' but that's not me. I am not perfect, I don't know everything there is to know about makeup and skincare so I won't pretend like I do.
I am just an 18 year old girl who has no idea what college she will end up in or if she will even get in any. It's a bad phase to be in, I have no back up plan if I don't get into a college, I am screwed. It's not that I didn't score good because I did but everything over here works through 'recommendations' not by 'teachers' but by people who have power. I could have asked my Uncles and all but I am against it and my friends think it's stupid of me to not ask them but I am taking a stand even though it may not matter at all.
Now that I have bored you with my rambling, I apologize but expect a lot of it on this blog from now on because this is my brain space now and you live in it!
I am just an 18 year old girl who has no idea what college she will end up in or if she will even get in any. It's a bad phase to be in, I have no back up plan if I don't get into a college, I am screwed. It's not that I didn't score good because I did but everything over here works through 'recommendations' not by 'teachers' but by people who have power. I could have asked my Uncles and all but I am against it and my friends think it's stupid of me to not ask them but I am taking a stand even though it may not matter at all.
Now that I have bored you with my rambling, I apologize but expect a lot of it on this blog from now on because this is my brain space now and you live in it!
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